Today!

Well I'm not going to post a poem for this one. Just what might be going this week!
Hopefully I get to go to the movies to see X-men Wolverine Orgins! AHH Huge Jackman...He's super amazing and so beautiful =]
During the weekend I'll be relaxing with the family...Since finals are over!
I can't wait for the summer cause chances are I'm going to Canada! wow!!
Other than that, My birthday is coming up hell ya!
anywho..thats about it

Peace

I'm the Idiot not you

Staring up at the sky,
I realize they were right
and I was wrong.
All time wasted on
soemone like you.
You're a jerk to my friends,
and an ass to my family,
but I don't blame you
cause I was the idiot
who fell for you.

Now its over

You warned me but I took it for granted.
You loved me and I disregarded it.
You helped me and I pushed it aside.
NOW....
I'm asking for a warning one more time,
but you refuse to give me any.
I'm asking for your love and your showing me
nothing.
I'm asking for help and your standing
there mocking me.

All I want is to have you back.

Last day!

Well today, I finished my math class and I did my final exam for public speaking. I have to say I actually enjoyed this winter term. I met amazing new people and I saw wonderful faces again. =]
I will truly miss ENC1102 most because of our outstanding teacher. She made everything intersting, which we don't see everyday.

On a Last note...I will keep on blogging but it will mainly be my poems. Hopefully everyone is still able to blog and keep in touch.

HAVE A WONDERFUL, OUTSTANDING, CRAZY SUMMER =]

See ya

Poem made on 4/24

Changing You

We laugh, we smile, we hold each other.

As I look up at the twinkling sky I wonder what happened to us.

Then I remember it was all my fault.

Those nights of arguements

are long gone.

The bricking and yelling

is forever forgotten.

An hour late phonecall

and the usual standups

are put in the past,

And its all my fault.

I'm sorry for changing you.

Your imperfections are what I miss.

They're actually what I love.

Forgive me but I have to say...

Stop holding the door for me

and the kind gestures.

Give me a topic to argue about.

I'm sorry for changing you.

Its all my fault.

another poem..sorta

Note: Thank you for the good comments about my story! and yes I know I need to edit it haha.

Your Baby!

I stare helplessly at you

scared to say anything to ruin us.

Do you know how much it hurts?

I was your baby

and you were my lover

lets explore each other.

I guess its too late

time waited

but we took forever.

You're gone, Im done

stop pretending

and I'll stop defending

cause

I was your baby

you were my lover

lets explore each other.

I guess its too late

time waited

but we took forver.

Randomness!

HAHAHA!!!


Well today's class was pretty funny I must admit! But hey everyone has their different music style, I like from 3oh!3 to Carrie Underwood to Jonas Brothers! Weird but whatever!



Anyways I noticed I have posted in a while and I thought why not give you a little preview of the book I'm writing! It's the first Paragraph of the first chapter! Please tell me if Its any good. Remember it is copyrighted to me, so please dont try to copy any of my words. Thanks!

As you grow, you learn to accept the things around you. The people you grown up with or without affects your life entirely. At times you might question about your life, but in the end you just go with the flow. I never really questioned about my life and I guess that’s why I never bothered on wondering about how I got so gifted. No I don’t mean the usual being extremely smart and having a high IQ, far from that actually. I grew up having visions, yeah the typical seeing into the future. I have asked my adoptive parents once or twice on how was it possible that I’m able to see a movie of the future, but I always get these dull, corny answers. My dad would say “darling you’re my superhero,” or my mom would answer “Hun, your special,” really that worked when I was five. I’m 16 years old, and I want to know the truth. I’m not the only gifted person in the house, my biological brother Blaxton -who’s older than me by 2 years- has visions to, he sees the past, well I think you can still call them visions. It’s annoying at times when he gets an A in history and I come home with a D in my history class, well can you blame me, I’m more about the future type of girl.

NOTE THAT THIS HASNT BEEN EDITED!!

Class Presenations!!

Well I enjoyed everyone's presenations since i know how hard it is for people to go up there and talk in front of people. I should know I'm one of them. I really can't pick a favorite, but I would have to say Nick's presenation about F. Scott was really cool, because of the author reading something from william shakespere and he worte Benjenim Button.

Another Poem!

Well I didn't have anything to write about so I decided to post another poem that I have written. Duh.

Crushes!!

An amazing sight that

Beams light on him,

Casually walking past him

Day dreaming of him and me.

Emotionally nerves around him,

Feeling like fate brought us together to

Get to know each other, that my

Heart melts when his sweet voice is heard.

Idiotic as it might sound he makes the feeling of

Joyful butterflies fly around my stomach.

Knowing him from day one is great as it can be,

Love is the hardest word to say but i'll say i like,

More and more about him and his imperfections.

No one actually knows my feelings about him and

Opening my heart to anyone is not a choice.

Part of me knows it will never happen, since i'm so

Quiet and shy around him

Really annoyed he doesn't know who i am,

So he really doesn't know i exist at all

The hard thing is showing him that i do exist

Unless...

Vrrrrrrrooooommmmm, my alarm

Wakes me up from my slumber the

X-rayed thruth is that

You and i know that someone we crush on like that will

Zoom away in a heartbeat.

I wrote this poem during 9th grade, but this one is probably my favorite one. Thanks for reading.

Valentine's Day!!!

Well today was an amazing day. I spent time with my family at the Nova Pinic and after that My little brother and my sister as well as I went outside to play with chalk. Ahh its good to act like a kid. Well that's about it!
I hope everyone enjoy their day.

Sisters!!!

<-----This right here is the most amazing, wonderful, outstanding person in the world.Who is this person you may ask, well shes my sister of course.4 years apart from me but she act way mature for her age. She's like my other half and I love her to death. Today we went to watch Coraline and hung out and it was just like our normal crazy days whenever were together.
I'll always have her back, no matter who you are. No matter what happens, I know she will always be the one i can count on and it goes for her too. We're crazy, loud, and dreamers. We both believe in each other and no one will tears us apart. I couldn't ask god for a better sister, cause I already got one. Don't get me wrong we do have moments when we are at it, but give us two minutes and we're the best of friends again.

Insane Friends!

This blog is basically going to talk about my insane friends. =] But before I begin, as a side note I joined the Newspapaer staff for Bc. So thats exciting!


Best Friends.....

Christi: Oh god, This girl is probably the most amazing person ever. I've known her since My sophmore year and her Junior year. I was very shy when we first met and somehow she broke my shell and turned me into a crazy outgoing person. So, if anyone has a problem with that owe it to her. The first thing we talked was our crazy obession with Harry Potter and Sailer Moon. BE WARNED!! when we are together we act two drunk insane people that needs to be put in the mental house. I love her, Shes my everything. Friends, Sisters, Hoes..for life!

Jackie: Haha! We met two years ago and Oh my gosh! This girl drives me up the wall with insanity or it might be the other way around. Once were together talking, there's no way shuting us up, she might disagree on that saying I'm the one that talks a lot..Liar. Haha. We both started talked with our obession with Harry Potter/Twilight. All though shes a Gryffindor fan and I'm a Slytherin fan we get along great. She's one year younger than me, and she's like my little sister. I will do anything to make her laugh and smile. I love her and she will always be my crazy bestie.

Izzy: Ahh!! This dude is my Dizzy and I'm his Lola. He's my bestie. We met our senior and we just clicked. I enjoyed his sarcastic jokes and he enjoyed my boy crazied mind. I don't think I'll ever forget the memorable moments I have with him. I miss him dearly, he was my chat buddy. He understood my messed up mid. =]


Friends....

Tiffany: I met her during our sophmore year and we hit off really fast. She's the most wonderful person you can ever meet. She's sweet,loving, and caring. We're both obessed with Twilight and Harry potter, and as much as we say were going to have a harry potter sleepover it never happens. Hopefully when we see the 6th movie. She has handled my boy crazied mind and has joined me in the fun. Before we havent seen each other much, but now were chatting away a storm. <3 you

Chrissy: My little Blond!! I met her our senior year. She was very quiet and I started talking to her. I found out she was being quiet and grouchy because she just moved from Ny and wasn't really happy with coming here. Hopefully I helped her have fun. She's my little hoe and my bookslut. HAHA. I love this girl.

Nick: If your ever wondering why I'm laughing in class its because of the blond boy either next to me or in front of me. I met him this year and at first I thought he was weird-that still didn't change. Haha. He's is the most amazing guy I know. He's so sweet and caring as well being very sarcasm. <---Insider. Get to know him, hes a cool guy.

All in All....I love my friends and I hope they know I will be there for them whenever.

Being thankful each and every day!

When we are younger, we ask for anything and everything. Never once do we stop and consider about the things we already have. Never do we once open our eyes and see how amazing our life is while others had it so much worse. Just a few weeks ago, My IPhone just broke and died on me. I was-sad to say-miserable that my phone wasn't working anymore. I'm not going to lie, I did tear up a little bit. Late that night, I was getting ready for bed and when I went downstairs to say night to my parents. I caught the news(al jeezera-It's a popular Arab news station) and i saw horrific images. Innocent lives dieing, children taking care of other children, electricity out. That's when it hit me, I shouldn't be upset because of a stupid phone or if I get something right away.





Every day I make sure I say my thanks to god for the life I have. Even if the day was the worst it can ever be, I still say thank you. Because God gave another day to live, another day to try harder and be a better person. I'm not going to say that I don't whine anymore, that I don't act spoiled. That would be a lie, but I do try to stop myself and think, I do myself and remember whats going on in Middle East where my family lives. No matter what's happening in your life, try to make the best of it. Try to wake up with a smile and make your day the best it can be.


Well that's it for now..and I hope I got my point across. =]

~A little but more about me~

Well I didn't know what to write on the first post because I like to be different and not write about me, but now the problem is I don't know what to write about for this post. So this where comes my late introduction about me. =]


First off all of you already knows my name is Hanadi but you can call me Nadi. Some people refuse to call me Nadi which fine with me. I'm 18 years old and I graduated from Everglades, class of '08. Some people might really admitted this, but I will, I sorta miss going to high school. I'm the oldest child and I have three siblings. One of which is 2 years old and is super annoying(but I love him dearly).In class we were supposed to write about a book we recently read and that was really easy for me. I'm a big bookwormslut. I love to read, its a good way to escape from the real world when it gets to annoying. My favorite series is Harry Potter, Twilight, Blue Bloods, House of night and etc. For the music department, I ENJOY ANY kind of music. It just depends on my mood! Well I guess that's it for now.

A Hobby of Mine

My hobby is to write. It's either poems or a short stories. Right now I'm working on writing a book and hope to one day get it published. I honestly did not know what to write here so I thought why not put up one of my many works that I have written. I would love to read your thoughts on my poem. Thank you and enjoy.

This was poem I did one day for class in High School.

Forsaken Love

She stood alone in the darkness,

As the words fell from his lips.

Tears formed around her hazel eyes,

As memories flooded her mind over and over again.

She felt so torn apart, how much she wasted her time

To get him into her arms.

Right now some girl was holding him,

His eyes twinkle with happiness.

She couldn't hold it anymore.

Her mind went back to the first day they met.

He was her new neighbor; she smiled as he walked up the steps.

At the age of five, she knew they were going to be best friends.

At the age of twelve, hormones raced and they were fights about

One an other's partner. They would have their arguments and make up.

At the age of sixteen, the love she had for him grew.

Her crush for him was like that sun every morning, beaming happily.

Did she dare tell him how she felt....

Never.

Now the day she feared has arrived, and he was getting married.

His future holds so much greatness with the other women.

He smiles toward her way, looking into her eyes. He saw the pain inside of her.

She gave him that smile, the last smile, before she went away.

In the end of everything, both of them looked away..

They held the same thought...

I was forever in love with you.